
If you give me a gift, I have to unwrap it. If you tell me you have a secret, you can’t leave me hanging. I can’t bear leaving my mail unopened, even it’s just a credit card bill.
I hate not knowing.
So not knowing what’s causing my latest bout of psoriasis is driving me nuts. Like my dad, who has a case from hell, I’ve had this mysterious skin disease on and off and in a very mild form for about 15 years, mostly as plaque psoriasis on my elbows, with a scaly patch once in a while here and there. And like him, I have no clue what triggers it.
Last September I got hit with the guttate variety – little drop-sized patches – first on my right shin, then on my left, then up my legs and arms and torso, sort of like chicken pox without the itchiness or contagiousness, just the inflamed and bloodshot disgustingness. I went to my family doctor and a dermatologist and they gave me tar creams and steroid creams and Dead Sea salts, which achieved moderate success, or at least didn’t make things worse. The episode really seemed to end when I went to Brazil and sat in the sun for two weeks. By last February, I was back to normal.
My latest encounter with psoriasis started last Thursday, again with a few tiny red drops on that same right shin. My body is now covered. While the patches seem smaller than last year – so far – they’re covering more of my body more densely. And like last year, I have no clue what brought it on or how to make it stop.
Nothing in my diet has changed recently. I drink in moderation. I don’t smoke. I’m not particularly stressed – till now. The only common denominator between both episodes appears to be the change in season. And, perhaps coincidentally or not, my usual seasonal allergies never materialized during either episode. Other than that, I’ve got nada.
So I’m off to the dermatologist again on Tuesday and we’ll see what she says. I’m not very hopeful she’ll have any answers. Which, as you know by now, I hate, hate, hate.
Any advice or suggestions that don’t involve balancing chakras or swinging crystals over my affected parts are appreciated.
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